Smirk!

2012-02-08T23:27:00.000+08:00

Results.

2012-02-08T18:47:00.005+08:00

Alhamdulillah,all the hard works are paid off! Congratulation to Faiz and Umi Q. 2A* and 9Os. Ya Allah, that is something to proud of as an older cousin :') Among all the cousins who sat for Alevels,I bet Faiz got the highest one yet. He sure set the bars high for the junior cousins now hahaha. Even Umi! 9Os waa! o.o Thank god,I've passed that zone.

I remembered those painful days,anxiously waiting for the results. Waiting almost killed me..... literally.

PSR.

Was walking with Qilah Tali that day from class. On our way to our normal waiting spot,one of our friend told us the result was out! We went straight down to the Principal's office to check our result. Our class teacher,Mrs. Charles were there and showed our results. Qilah got 4As and 1B, while I was crying like a baby when I saw I got 2As,2Bs and 1C (English,GP,Malay,Science and Maths) . I remember Qilah was a bit disappointed,her competitor were both Faizan and Faww. I called them "The Smart Trios" which only Faizan got in to MS. Hahaha,well I used to be a very lazy lazy lazy students before primary 6 so it was a big deal for me to score that As :') At least I bet Qilah's English nyehehehe.

PMB.

Oh I was in Singapore when I got to know my result. Ayah went to school to get them. Again I was crying me a riverrrr~ Nada laa,but yes I did :) 2As 6Bs and 2Cs (History,English,Science,IRK,Geo,Commerce,Malay and Maths) So proud of my history because,there was this one question I chose but I forgot all the dates! But I remembered how the history event went so yeah... I'm happy,very much happy :)

Olevel.

Wasn't quite happy but Alhamdulillah,with 6Os I get to go on Alevel :D

Alevel.

I've mentioned this before. Sat,Resit and got it. 3As,no no not AAA. BCC and B for AS... Still good alhamdulillah :) I get to move forward to Uni :)

My verdict here is, just because you're not a straight A student or weren't genetically born with genius brain... It doesn't mean you can't do it. If there's a will,there's a way. If you're willing to work hard to get your dreams to come true,then do it don't just dream about it. I've learned the hard way to move forward,to achieve my dreams...but if this my path then Allah knows it best. For as long you are determined to do something,go for it. No one is stopping you :)

Always remember; Usaha,Doa dan Tawakkal. Allah is always available to hear your worries,all you need is to pray to Him.

2As 2Bs 1C

2As 6Bs 2Cs

BCCCCC

BCC + B

I'm still proud of myself, Alhamdulillah :)

2012-02-07T18:07:00.003+08:00

Interesting...

Show me more BB...

Show me whatchu got...

I can't help looking that TOP looks like a cotton candy with that hair colour -__-

Snow.

2012-02-05T23:09:00.004+08:00

Kamal tagged me this picture....last night... So its snowing around UK now......in Keele,Leicester,Canary Wharf... Sigh.....Y DIDNT U SNOW WHILE I WAS THERE! It rain most of the time,well mostly its just too cold to bare your hands naked. Hahaha. Missing the weather there, but I hate it when my face gets flakey and dry.....eventho I've put moisturiser so many many many many times. Aigoo...

One time,when I woke up around 8am.... there were snowflakes at Abang Jeff's place *I forgot the name o.o* It was only for a while but it was worth waking up early to see it real life! :D Didn''t get to go out...I should have,but it was too cold and I was still groggy from sleeping hahaha.

Yup.....this was the snow-bed I get to see when we were on our way to Kent. Tipis,but yeah...better than nothing :) The snow came in the morning so it melt after that,so that explains why.

And one of the final moment I had before leaving UK :') It was alsmot 6am, the weather was super cold at that time...therefore the car got covered in ice...

I would like to try make a snow man one day and ride on a sledge or go skiing :) One day one day :)

Oh how I miss you UK.

Microsoft!

2012-02-05T00:24:00.005+08:00

Buying Microsoft Office software is very very very expensive... and because I don't want to use Ayah's money, I plan to save up to buy my own. But alhamdulillah thanks to my friend Qilly for being so generous, I finally have Microsoft Office for my baby mac! :D She got the installer for free from her cousin,AWESOME! Complete with words,powerpoint,excel and others. NeoOffice is complicated and I hate using it for doing my work. With Microsoft Office I can get my work done like a zap! Literally, what I meant was easier and less complicated. Turns out Qilly had the same view with me on NeoOffice, I think every mac user think the same way hahaha.

Uni Life.

2012-02-04T23:28:00.007+08:00

Princess diaries is playing on desktop and just finished my MIB notes. Finally, I can relax my mind and catch a movie. Honestly, Hani was right...Uni life is a hell. Its a fun experience but the assignments are crazy. I could barely keep up with myself and at times I find myself getting panic instead of thinking of a solution. What happened to you Fatin Hanafiyah?

Its just the fourth week of the semester and there I was stressing doing my first MIB report since last week. The last time I wrote a malay essay was back in Olevel and boy, they look terrible now. Alhamdulillah, the postion of AJK in the group is using a rotation system. This means everyone gets a chance to be one of the 4 AJK. At least I got over as being the reporter earlier,who knows I might die of insanity with more assignments later on if I wasn't chosen last week. For two weeks in the row, I've been the group member. Now it's left with being the Pengerusi,Setiausaha and Pembentang. Oh well.

Alhamdulillah I thank you so very much to Maww,Mina,Alai,Anep and Khairi and Ayah too! For helping me constructing and editing and almost everything in helping me doing the report. Finally it was done at almost 2AM yesterday.... Oh my beauty sleep T__T The whole report took so much of my brain energy....

Taking 5 modules is taking so much of my soul. Seriously, I feel like theres no life this semester. I'm so devoted in doing the assignment, in this saying I am referring to MIB mostly haha. I have Socio-Anthro,Communication,Media Studies and English to pay attention on as well... Sigh, but I must not complain,if my friend Farhah who is currently doing her studies in UK is taking 6 modules...why can't I right? :) Postive thoughts teen.

Let's have a brief look. I am loving my Communication and Media Studies! To be honest,I'm taking a great interest in them and I am considering to make it as my major. With Chris Woo as one of my lecturer for Communication and Alex Henry is super funny in Media Studies class, I enjoy learning them :) Guess being exposed to the media world since my younger days kinda help abit too :) I always look forward to this classes,especially Chris Woo's! He's just charming in a VERY dramatic way. Imagine Kurt from glee only more of a drama queen,super super funny and sarcastic :) Yeahhh I don't know,I find this kind of people amazing... Alex Henry, well he made me as a head of IT,because I volunteered to help set his computer up. I feel honoured :p nyehehehe!

Unfortunately I have doubts in Socio-Anthro...... :( I like it, I do... but I don't know,theres something about it makes me feel demotivated. Maybe it's because I never took it during sixth form and my classmates are very familiar with it.... I mean, I just don't know if I want to take it as a major... I don't want to lose touch with my passion, but I can't do it if I'm starting to dislike it... Well History is my passion, Socio-Anthro is just something related or similar to it. Better try taking History module next semester then.

And with that,it leads to my dilemma.... What would I want to do as my career now? I mean, sure it's still too early to say or decide or get worry about it. But I AM! I know what I wanna do initially, but then with a new interest rising and the one thing I thought would be enjoyable is detoriating... No no, I'm not giving Socio-Anthro a chance with I keep on babbling! I mean the real class hasn't really quite start yet... Mama Ayah doesn't even know how I feel about this...

As for English,its only for one semester. It's one of the compulsory breadth apart from MIB that we UBDians have to take. Mrs Brown is my lecturer and she is witty,sarcastic and cute! She had travelled to Africa and work there for many years, and finally working in Brunei before her retirement. Alex Henry had mention that He had work in Middle East,Japan and few other more countries. Envy envy envy. I wanna travel around the world too T__T

I'll give Socio-Anthro a chance and try to embrace it. Whether I like it or not, I should still do my best!

So hey! Uni life is still a living hell due to the assignments keep on coming and piling.... despite that I am surviving! :D

Na Na Na

2012-01-28T21:47:00.002+08:00

I finally understand what this is all about.....

HAHAHAHA :p

Purple!

2012-01-23T21:47:00.000+08:00

Look how small we were back then :) Found this when I was looking through my old posts, saved it in draft. This was back when we were in Primary 3Blue! Oh PGGMB,the memories are still vivid in the back of my mind :)

I still see some faces from time to time,like Nina,Hazimah,Jiah,Dil,Muaz,Nafees,Farhah,Ariff,Qilah and Me :p Well I see myself in a mirror often,apakan!

2012-01-23T16:01:00.000+08:00

Newbie.

2012-01-23T15:11:00.005+08:00

"I'm glad you came.."

"And you've got that one thing..."

Well thank you for welcoming me boys! Hello hello i'm a newbie :p Gosh how do I start with this... Firstly I admit, I didn't had the interest in these boys when I first saw them on Zimah's blog. 'One Direction' especially, at that time I didn't know about 'The Wanted' yet. Zana told me how 'One Direction' is always in the spotlight compared to 'The Wanted' and how everyone is liking more of the former than the latter. There I was, zoning out when she told me this,literally.

I wasn't convinced enough to listen to any of the songs from either bands at that time. Even with 'One Direction' and 'The Wanted' posters and calendars are everywhere in UK... and boy do I mean everywhere! The book stores,along the streets' stall etc etc. Quite annoying really.

It was before 2/3 days before leaving London for Brunei that I went to this book store and passed by the Celebrity annual official book something, that 'The Wanted' caught me. I picked up the book and skimmed through... and yes you could have guess my reaction...

"Oooo this one is cuteee!"

"No wait,this one is better!"

"No no no...I think I like this one"

"Aww look at those eyes!"

"Those charming smiles....i'm melting here...."

=.= what is wrong with me....

TomJayMaxNathanSiva... Yesssss I know all their names and who is who :p but it wasn't until last week did I listen to their songs from Zimah's blog (yes madame,i think you have finally convince me indirectly hahaha :p )

First, Warzone was beauitful! DEEP DEEP DEEP! THE BOYS CAN SING!!! Nathan and Jay's voice were just perfect! :D :D

Second, Gold Forever. Awwwdorable! :D It is so catchy,this song kept playing in my head two nights straight o___o "Butterflies butterflies we were meant to fly you and i you and i" :Some days stay gold FOREVEEEERRR" :D

Third, Lighting! I was shocked and surprised to know this song was by 'The Wanted'. Because I have been listening to this song on the radio so often and fell in love with it but never knew who sang the song o___o As much as I love Warzone, I think Lighting is my favourtie hehehe :D

Fourth, All time low. Same case as Lighting,heard it once on the radio! I think this one of the decent music video they have apart Gold Forever... o___0

Theres about two more music videos from 'The Wanted' but I think I'll save it when I'm jobless :p Nyehehehe....

Enough with that, I almost forgot 'One Direction'! From what I see,is that both bands are different and none of either fans should trash talk one another :) I mean I love both! Eventho I only like 'One Thing' from One Direction for now but hey good songs is still awesome you know? Plus One Direction reminds me of SHINee....must be the colourful pants they wore. Oh well :D

LouisLiamNiallZaynHarry! SEE I know their names in less than 30mins :p hohoho oh British boys :3 Now that I think about it,was I not interested back when I was in UK!!! I could have bought a poster or two! Or even their album T_____T

2012-01-15T09:36:00.002+08:00

Yup,just a little reminder to self :)

Template!

2012-01-14T16:53:00.002+08:00

Yes...finally I have change my blog template into something more,simple and not complicated as the previous one. Well I had the time to do it last Tuesday since one of my module required to create a blog for assessment/assignment purpose.

The background are books,that shows how nerdy I am....I guess? Well I don't mind being one or label as one. Shows that I'm smart...eseh :p Well hopefully academic smart, not just talk-smart or etc etc.... What am I talking about...

This blog is not the only one who had a change,I,myself do have a change. Dun..dun..dun DUN! I have finally started to wear CONTACT LENS! YEAY ME! :D It was scary...I mean, I am phobia anything to do touching or come into physical contact with my eyes... Because of my cousins and few friends urge me to wear them,I finally...yes FINALLY,took the courage and tame down the fear. Well it took me an hour to put them on the first time,but alhamdulillah I'm getting used to it now :D

From time to time,I do miss wearing my specs! Sometimes I would touch my nose.... Reminding me that I was once a four-eyed girl :p Not to worry,I still wear them specs when I'm at home or just plain lazy... At least wearing contact lens discipline me to become more responsbile! I care for my precious eyes o.o

2012-01-01T23:08:00.005+08:00

Happy New Year to you,you and YOU! :)

Summarise of the whole year + UK Trip!

2011,you have been a beautiful nightmare and a memorable one yet. You started out as insecure and un-focus,which leads to fail and despair. At that point, it was lonely and gloomy. Feeling defeated... dreams shattered... how could that not pain one self? For me,it was the most horrible moments I had to live up to. Despite with all the mess, Alhamdulillah... I had my parents by my side.

"There is always light at the end of everytunnel..." - Michelle C. Ustazeski

I ended up retaking both Business and Economic. Had a great tuition teacher and alhamdulillah it all went well. I passed with a B and C :) Retaking Alevel was very frustrating. Isolated from friends and family,I remembered I only came for a few gathering. Alhamdulillah,all the scarifices made was all worth it.

By mid of 2011, I get to meet old friends and made new friends as well through BRIDEX 2011. Got an experience in a working environment from ISB,which I learnt few skills from ze boss! :D In late July, was accepted in Unibridge :') then because of June Alevel result,I dropped out to apply for GenNext 2012 intake. Alhamdulillah,again i got accepted by UBD :') Passed driving license too!

With ayah sending me to UK for holiday...it was unplanned actually. Alhamdulillah, I get to see almost the basic tourist attraction in 10days! I get to go to Loughbrough, Sheffield, Kent, Portsmouth, Southampton where KaNina graudated from, Manchester, London, Nottingham and Leeds just to get dinner! It was AWESOME! Mamimah kept on saying how lucky I am to be able to see most part of London esp. because they rented a car unlike the previous years. Grateful to Allah for giving this opportunity :') Insyallah the next trip I go with MamaAyah,I'd like to bring them to Portsmouth! Despite the coldness, the place is beautiful! Even Leeds and Manchester! Ayah been to both places...well he has been to most part of UK -__- Grrrr,one day Ayah I'll be doing the same thing you did years ago :)

PORTSMOUTH!!! So many shipsssss :D

To think I went to an enemy place....tsktsk,sorry Liverpool! Then again,i'm not a big fan of football...I just support them..but still you know...well at least i ditch the tour o.o maybe i shouldn't have...but I'm not a football fannnnnnn!!! T___T

Get to see Kaka Nor! The last time I met her was....I don't even remember when! O.O Met old friends in UK too such as Aqilah Tali, Nadiah Khanafiah and Erna Ali! Made new friends with Loughbrough girls too :) Brunei Hall,I found the place abit creepy o.o hahaha.

Went to Marble Arch, Oxford Street,Oxford Circus,Piccadilly Circus in London! Pic-ca-dil-ly! hehehe I love to pronouce that street! Ate subway, charcos and tinseltown! and some cheap indian place :p nyaman tho! Exprienced most UK's transport! The taxi,the tube *I still prefer SG's MRT* , the double decker...except for the train T__T GET TO SEE BIGBEN AND LONDON'S EYES :') Went to A&F btw.... nyehehehehe thanks Kaka Nina :p Oh and and I LOVE SHOPPING AT THE OUTLETS AND TESCO!!!! SO CHEAP :')

You know how...the non-muslims looked at us who wears hijab right? I mean,we've heard of people experiences. Alhamdulillah, I did not get to go through how others had. There might have been some 'looks' given at me when I wore tudung around UK, but alhamdulillah it wasn't that bad. Most of the time, I would I look at them and smile or be polite esp. toward the salesman/girl :)

However there was one traumatic event I encountered....I'll save it for the next post :)

UK opened my eyes alot. It's hard to explain how,but it did. I learnt how to shop well and well its not like me asking too much or speak up is anything new but yeah..i guess haha. One thing it did taught me..not to dwell on things because there's more than what we see what the world has in it for us.

I miss UK so much now,Insyallah I'll work hard from UBD and get the discovery year oversea :) Amin amin.

So in the end,it has been a good year eventhough it started as bleggh.. I remembered I told myself that 2011 was gonna be a good year in last January,and Alhamdulillah it was :) Hopefully 2012 would be even better and interesting, now that a new chapter is about to start. May Allah bless everyone with a good year ahead amin :)

2011-12-08T17:16:00.003+08:00

Less in.....let's say 4 or 3 hours, I'll be on my way to United Kingdom! Yes the country which is full of book wonders, the origins of Victorian era and oh just simply one of the place I have been wanting to visit :D

It'll be a second trip far away from Brunei, first being the last Haj I had :) and it'll also be my first flying trip without my parents and yes first trip to UK :D It'll just be me with the Mata-mata family :D I am EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!

According to KaNina, we'll be going to Brunei Hall first after we've arrived. This I gotta seeeeeeee :p heh heh heh :p

Sadly Ayah is still in Singapore because of work T___T Mama will be all alone till Saturday night :\ I know she's gonna be okay,but still you know... Thank you Skype, for your existence! :D I just hope I won't cry so much and get homesick....

Ya Allah mudahan perjalanan ku dengan selamat, senang dan lancar amin amin.

Stay safe :)

2011-12-04T00:26:00.005+08:00

How on Earth could I forget about YG Family's Concert today! Tsktsk,I was blindly scrolling down on tumblr....when suddenly I found gifs of BB dancing and singing to 2NE1's 'I Am The Best' and posters what not..... DO I DESRVE TO BE A VIP???? Okay twas dramatic moment,and I meant to do that :p

TOP = BOM, GD = CL, SEUNGRI = DARA, DAESUNG = MINZY. TAEYANG = aloneeeee.... Kesian. Its even surprising to listen to TOP singing! I mean we're all so used to hear him rap right....well except that one time when he sang 'No Diggity'. You can so tell how Dae and Seungri try so hard to sound,well feminine i guess HAHAHA :p VIPs all around the world are happy to see all the 5 boys back together again :')

It is so adorable to see TOP dancing. Well its not that he's a bad dancer,its just that he always dance funny no matter how serious he tries to be :p Choom-Top is on the moveeeee~

While we're at this,GD&TOP just released their Japanese version of 'Oh Yeah' feat. Park Bom! It sounded funny at first,since its sounded like English mashing up with Japanese in a salad bowl -.- Nonetheless Bom's voice adds up the spice :D

Sad its only a short version. FULL VERSION PLEASE! >-<

2011-12-03T01:30:00.000+08:00

2011-12-03T00:06:00.004+08:00

MAMA 2011

Didn't get to watch it live on stream, so I decided to focus on watching on performances from Youtube! I notice alot of careless mistake and malfunction bits esp. on Fei's fan, Sunny's mic and Yuri's costume. I still prefer last year's stage,this year's look abit smaller than the previous one. SAMPIT!

Nyeeeh,the kiss wasn't really that necessary..... -.- HyunA tah lagi....

Jia's Hair! Suzy's Dress! Fei's spinning move! :3 I LOVE THE KUNG FU CONCEPT!!!! Was hoping for 2PM,but they didn't come. Wanted to see Junsu :(

Jessica is such a princess,she just had to be on that swing :p I can't help but admire Seohyun and Yoona's hair! So pretty :3 Ahhhh i need their hairstylists to do my hair.... Nyaaaah the baju also lawa :3

Didn't think SuJu would perform Sorry Sorry! I'm glad they did! Love their opening so much,it was so awesomeeee! I squeaked when I saw Eunhyuk,Donghae and appreantly Siwon tooooo:3 Aiggoooo,makin goodlooking durang semua ane eh :D Almost weep when I realised Heechul was missing :( Heck the boys never failed their fans :')

Okay my most favourite part here was how SNSD was enjoying 2NE1's song! SEE PEOPLE,THEY ALL SUPPORT EACH OTHER. Enough with the fan wars already, I support them both! -.- Goodness... Oh gotta admit,as soon I Am the Best song start... CL was on FIIIYAAAAHHHHHHH! She was walking like bam,bam,bam and woaaahhhh "Baddest female seoul city ever had!"

Well I am very much happy that SuJu,SNSD,2NE1 and BigBang WON! WOHOOOO! Eventho I wanted BB to win more....hehehe. One thing I'm glad BB didn't came to MAMA in Singapore,or else I would be so saaaadddd...because Brunei and Singapore is like an hour or so away T___T

2011-12-02T23:52:00.003+08:00

Woah December is finally here! Hello Hello! January is just about less than a month now! Hehehe I'm all hyped-up now,but I shouldn't get overly excited.... Must prepare physically and well mostly mentally prepare o.o Been reading on literacy on how to write Academic essay and how to paraphrasing,but I think I'll need help from Nabil o.o Better get myself brief on Socio soon too!

About 5 or 6 days to go! Hehehe :3 and then and then, family is going to hold a bowling tournament on the 24th and 25th! I'm planning to join eventho I'm not good at it,but will do for the fun fun :)

Breaking Dawn is playing at the cinema currently but after watching Ombak Rindu's trailer..... I'd pick the latter. Sebabkan, ada Aaron Aziz! Tetapi bukan itu saja,ianya kerana prebiu itu wayang kan memang terasa ke hati :3 I WANNA CRY! T___T

Today I recieved a very very VERY awesome MV from ze twin of mine! Been meanng to check it out all this while,but haven't got the chance to do it. Thanks twin! Kyaaaaaa CHANGMIN CHANGMIN CHANGMIN! His voiceeeeee,aigggooooooooo :3 :3 :3 I like when his hair is short and sleek and hmmmm :) but this one is fine too. Btw twin,December sudah ne *poke2* hohoho nada waa :D

8th December,counting down.

2011-11-14T23:57:00.001+08:00

I MISS YOU, so I hope to see you soon.

2011-11-11T20:55:00.005+08:00

Guess who won the MTV's EMA WorldWide Act 2011 on the 6th November? Oh yeah....thats right,my boys :3

Congratulation boys,you deserve it! I thought GD and Daesung wouldn't make it to the event due to the recent incidents,but the boys came together...all 5 of them :') VIPs all around the world are so proud of you boys!

We definitely can't wait for your comeback! :D

VIP,till whenever :)

2011-11-06T22:21:00.003+08:00

Guess who got surprised today? Happy 53th Birthday Ayah! Hehehe I made the cupcakes along with my Uncle Pablo last night :3 It was worth it! and well yes nyaman :D

Thank you for everything Ayah,from the happy and bad times we have been through. I'm grateful to have you as my father, you never fail to be there for me together with Mama when I'm at my lowest. May you have another wonderful years ahead and may Allah always bless you :)

2011-11-05T14:12:00.002+08:00

Saw this on Zimah's tumblr last night. I'm a fan of 'iCarly' you see, eventho I don't watch them that much or as often as I should to follow up the series. So when I saw this, I was shocked and jawdropped. Woaaaaah,YOU TWO? really? o.o

I did a few breif of my research on them, and I was 'Awwww-ing' the whole time! Reminds me of Hermione and Ron somehow :3 I've always adore a development of a relationship of a couple,where you initially don't like them but it grows to become something beautiful. Awwww, just look at them :3 Nathan Kress is a cutie too! :3

Though I don't quite know how they developed to like each other o.o I wonder how Carly react to this, naaaaah I'm sure she's okay with it. But then these two broke up right? Why? :\ Oh well, maybe one day when I switch on to this show...hopefully it'll be the episodes which will explain to me the whole story o.o

Nyehehehehe Seddie ♥

2011-11-04T21:37:00.000+08:00

Nyeh, I love-hate this guy already. Hahahaha I still adore him but nyeeehh... No matter how sexy he is with his eyes and his deep voice and his tallness.... He lost the image of him being my ideal type. Too bad.... I have finally see the metrosexual side of him, but yeah you still do make me squeal everytime you flash those 'looks'.

Looks like Changmin might have a chance to move forward to #1.

Stay sexy tabi, will always support you and BIGBANG :) Happy Birthday Choi Seung Hyun ♥

2011-11-02T18:02:00.002+08:00

October you have been wonderful to me, Alhamdulillah for all the rezekis and good things that I have received Ya Allah :') I will work harder to become a better Muslimah, Insyallah.

Hello November, I shall welcome you with an open arms and a bright smile. Although I am one day late hehe. Let's have a good positive month! To frineds in UK, better wear warmer clothes its gonna be cold up there! Loads love from all of us in Brunei Darussalam :)

2011-11-02T17:55:00.000+08:00

Why yes.

2011-11-02T17:42:00.002+08:00

25th October 2011; Had my driving test that day. Alhamdulillah it went okay. Well I did freaked out when I almost slipped off a bit from the hilly part,but it went all good :D My driving tutor told me the day before that he would signal me a thumbs up if the 'Pegawai' is a good-hearted one. Alhamdulillah, I got that thumb up! :D

The parking part was my favourite and I did well on it. Surprisingly the 'Pegawai' skipped the round-about/U-turn and the zebra crossing o.o Was that....normal? He said 'Tarus saja" I was like....whaaaat? "Maksud tuan,tarus keluar" and yes he did meant that. I got 'Jalan 4', was hoping to get 'Jalan 3' -___- Thank god, there weren't many cars on the round-about,so I went zoomed in without needing to change my gear. Again surprisingly, I didn't need to finish driving the whole 'Jalan 4'. Made a U-turn back to JPD.

Waiting for the result was nerve-wrecking, because there were loads of papers in his file-bag... So while waiting I asked him was it normal to just cut short on the 'Jalan 4'. "Baik jua sudah tu" was all he said. Well yeah true,lucky for me then hehe alhamdulillah :D As for the result, I PASSED :D But I only got my license two days later -___-

Hehehehe so far I have drove my way back home at night from Mata-mata but made a short ride to Jerudong for practice, as Ayah would call it, the day I got my license. Then the next day from Berakas straight to Tutong then Ayah continued there to KB. Ayah was asking whether I was thought how to overtake a car.... so I told him,we weren't taught how to practically. So I learnt how to, on the way to Tutong. Mann it was so..... I'm sakai bah eh -___- hahaha I like to drive the Polo better, Korando needs a practice o.o

Wuuuhuuuu I'm driving myself to UBD next year :D Stay cautious on the roads dear readers :)

2011-11-01T13:03:00.002+08:00

22nd October 2011; the night before, Maww asked me to join her to go to UBD the next day. I was having a second thought, because I planned to go on the 27th but since Maww can pick me up ....why not? So I did. Our purpose was to ask about our refund money from the Unibridge programme, which we need them so dearly. Alhamdulillah, I got 80% of it :) Unfortunately for Maww, she just sent her letter that was sent by UBD that day.... It was partly my fault, since I forgot to inform her about that in order to get the refund. Sorry Maww, I knew how much you needed the money to buy a new laptop :\ The lady told her, that she would get hers in two weeks time.

We also spent our day at the UBD's library to see some of our friends :) However, with exams coming closer.... they all were pretty busy. It was such a worry to see some of them were stressing out with all the assignments piling up O.O Well I do miss all the pressures, it makes my brain work :D

Around 10am that day, Maww got a call from UBD's reg. office. I got the same call few mins later. It was about the offer letter which we all had been waiting for! :D You see, our names were on the HECAS list last 13th October...so all we had to wait was the letter :) Since we had free times on our hand, we went straight to get it. It was a long walk from the Library to the Reg. Office. It was funny how after we got the letter,we went back to the library....which suddenly a thought came to our mind, that we can just send the reply slip on that same day instead of coming again another day! Oh yes, we had to walked back the Reg. Office again -___- Trust me, we walked alot that day and the heat was terrible! Which is good i guess, cause I needed the sweats anyway.

Alhamdulillah! Good reason to go to UBD that day :D Got the refund and receive UBD's offer letter :D Now I know where I'm heading,everything is secure now! The only thing I need to settle is,deciding my majors/minors/ breadth and what not by next year. I need to do research soon on the course I want to take but definitely I will hold on to Socio-Anthro :)

Oooooh, I can't wait to shop for stationeries! One of my favourite thing to do at the end of year :D I'm excited to get start with the lesson. I just miss going to school, I love going to school and learn something.... it has always been like that since I was little :D Taking up challenge,meeting friends and all :) Oh this is exciting! A new chapter of my life is about to begin! I have achieved this far in my education journey, and I am willing to go forward for more :)

With UBD giving students the opportunity to study abroad in third year, I am determined to study smart for the next two years! Better make my future plan :D

2011-10-23T17:58:00.002+08:00

10th October 2011, There was a Reptile and Cat exhibitions in UBD. I came along with Maww then later Alai joined us. Now first you have to know, I am a big chicken when it's come to holding the snake... let alone having them around me. So Maww and the Exhibitor helped to teach how to handle them. Plus the snake's venom has been removed,all of them so I gave it a shot. At first, it was scary but then I got use to it :D Its not as bad at it seems,actually I find them quite darling!

There was this big,heavy and long snake! I got to carry it, but it got heavy after awhile so I gave up hahaha. One og my favourite is the ones above, 'Hognose Snake' :D They are easy to handle and they don't move so quickly! One of them was fat and so small, it was adorable! Oh I wish to have them as a pet someday :p

Sadly, when we went to the Cat's section there was only about 3 Cats. The Cat competition is the next day -____- Oh well, I had fun with the snakes so I was satisfied :D

2011-10-23T17:27:00.007+08:00

17th October 2011, Nur Ariana Zakirah was born around 3pm! So cute how Kaipah put in 'A and Z' each parents' initial name in her baby's name :D The both sides of family were excited and grateful with birth of the FIRST Cucu/Cicit/Anak Buah :p Just look how cute she is :)

Me and Mama came on the second day, around 11am. She was sleeping peacefully and well Kaipah...looked 'palau' since she got drugged with morphine to hold on to the pain. Kaipah was supposed to due on the 6th but since there was no contraction, the doctor postpone for another 7days to see how things go. Later,Kaipah was suggested to take inducement on the 13th? but refuse, she still wants to try to deliver the baby normally. It wasn't until on the 16th when she decided to take the inducement process. However it didn't work -___- So they had to do that.... 'C section' operation thingy.....

That morning, Ariana could hardly wake up to be fed -___- that is one stubborn baby. Hehehe, but hey who to blame? When it was my time, I slept for 24 hours without a wink after Mama delivered me :D We all called her 'The Sleeping Beauty' Baby. It was raining with pink presents that day! Everything, well almost everything that is. There was a free gift of teddy bear's 7days for every purchase above $120 from 'Mothercare', so Ariana got 'Mon,Sun,Wed' so far. Better get her the whole set,alang2 :p

At night of the same day, we came to visit again with Ayah this time. He was so pleased to see His 'Anakbuah-Cicit' <----? -__- But Ariana kept on crying the whole night..... We were all so worried T___T In the end, she was put beside her mummy and went quiet O.O Amazing how this baby has the sense to recognise her mom quickly....maybe its normal? No idea o.o

Woohooo! I get to hold her that night! Ayah was scared that I would be careless -___- Thank you for letting me hold her Ami Selamat, or should I call you by your new name 'Nini Sam' :p Ariana kept looking at me when I hold her! I am pleased :)

Well,I'm an Umi now! Umi Fatin....... doesn't quite suit me though -.- I shall think of something....

Congratulation to Kaipah and Abang Zuraime! :D

2011-09-24T01:00:00.002+08:00

HOW CAN YOU NOT FALL IN LOVE WITH THIS CAT???? :D

2011-09-24T00:47:00.003+08:00

Oh wow what a coincidence,i just posted about them in the previous post.

I love these kids! :D

2011-09-24T00:13:00.003+08:00

So this was the one Ryan Higa made a parody from O.O I would actually love to taste out ze combonation of ze foods....of course with NO bacon strips inside -.- There was a sarcastic comment on youtube by one of the commentator "Meanwhile in Africa....." it said :p Sigh,it's true actually... I have no idea,how these people can eat the food they combined! It's HIGH in CALORIES O.O On the second thought....maybe no tasting the food after all T___T they somehow look....big,yes but aaa....too big? ntah eh =.= I dont know.... -.-

2011-09-24T00:03:00.002+08:00

Something to light the mood for tonight. Well I find it hilarious of course.

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2011-09-18T19:20:00.004+08:00

Nini Hajah Zainab binti Abdullah, or better known as Nini Gadong,had just passed away around 1.50am yesterday at the age of 85. She was admitted at JPMC on the same day she had her check-up. Before her check-up,her second daughter,Mamimah, said "Jangan takut tu mak aa,inda sakit tu. Nada paa tu,mak jangan takut aa?" One of the doctor found out that there's 80% blockage in both left and right of her arteries,thats when she collapsed. They had to quickly operate her,and thus that was the last conversation she had with her children and family.

Later that night,everything was stable. The doctor told us,there might be a possibility that her kidney would get attacked and if that happen her chances onliving might be low. During my visit, Nini was shaking for a while and I saw a tear at the corner of her left eye. She must be in pain. The next day in the afternoon,Nini collapsed again. By night time,it was critical....then thus,in the end she didn't make it.

Uncle Salleh,Mamimah's husband,told us the day before Nini was just fine and actually cheery. So it was quite a big shocked it resulted like this. I kinda expect it on the first day Nini was admitted,I just had a hunch? I don't know..... Knowing Nini in her old age and all,I prepared myself. When I kissed the jenazah,she was so cold..... It took me quite sometime to cry,I weeped on Kak Farah's shoulder....

Nini;s gone,Mata-Mata place will be very sunyi without her. I remember the times when I was kid,I'd usually sit with my relatives watching some good shows in her room. How I would always find her sitting on her bed kalau kan balik or baru datang. How she would always asked us "Sudah makan kamu ne?" How she would...sigh. During Tahlil last night,I felt like she was still around the house....Umi Nim also said "Rasanya mcm ea masih ada lai" Definitely going to miss hearing to 'Cakapan orang Kuching'.

Nini Gadong and her family....we're not blood-related. Ayah told me,back in the days....in Seria,my family and their family lived next to each other. How Mamimah and her siblings and my dad's siblings grew up together. How Nini Gadong helped to jaga my Nini Bini's punya anak2. That bond had been passed to my generation today and Nini Gadong is one of the reason why we're all still close :')

I'm going to miss her words, "Patin,belajar rajin-rajin aa. Mudahan jauh pelajaran mu" As simple as that but it means so much to me :') Second day of raya was the last time I talked to her,in her room. For the next second day raya,I know I will miss salam her :')

Semoga roh Nini dicucuri rahmat dan berada di sisi dengan orang-orang yang beriman,amin amin. Al-Fatihah.

Ahhh one of the picture we had with Nini last year :')

2011-09-09T13:00:00.002+08:00

Remeber those singers,they're not thaaaaaaaaaaat famous in terms of being commerical but hey they wrote good songs! And my god I've found them back :') and they have recently just made their comeback! Vanessa Carlton and Michelle Branch :'D

I only have heard this song from Vanessa but still I adore her :) and as I was googling about her last night I found this latest song from her :D

I mean how can you not love this simple written song :') and for Vanessa being just a simple person,I adore her :) When I was young,she inspired me to play piano but I never got the chance to :p

And as for Michelle,'Everywhere' is one of my favourite :D Somehow the video won't play on Youtube -.- oh well,I found her latest music instead. SO ADDICTIVE! :D

And then I found something that touch my heart. For all the years,I was wondering what happened to her....so this video explain it :) She's still pretty :)

2011-09-09T12:51:00.002+08:00

To be honest,I've even tame down my obsession on Kpop. I mean yes i do giggle here and there. But I dont go 'LIKE OH MY GOD MCM GILAAA ATU HAWWWT" no. Hahahaha I do smile when I see my bias I do :p but just not as crazy I was before. Malia and Geerah is still hanging on to it tho.... Ntah I mean seeing TOP mcm being a 'Metrosexual' is just....well he is still a freaking damn HOT man,but you know....mcm it's like i'm gonna date him or apa *IWSHDAPATTHO* I still support and adore/love him,smae goes to any other kpop bias :3 Just that i'm not crazy! However,if the songs are AWESOME and dance moves are so COOL... I would actually pump up and go hyper.. i just appreciate good music okay?

For example when U-Kiss made a recent comeback,I dont really fancy the eyeshadows -.- but then again,Aj and Eli is cute :3 So is Soohyun :3 but I dont go like "OHHH MY GOOOOOOOOOODDDDDD" well okay maybe I will at times but not as crazy as I am before?

Macam majal aku cakap atu....I was just trying to prove my point! -.- I'm just too lazy to susun my ayat -.- but yeah :) It is very much tiring to get yourself update on Kpop nowadays,sometimes I feel like...it's too much with all the rookie debuting and stuff..and catching up with everything. I mean SLOW DOWN ALREADY! -.- and with them seniors debuting in Japan and you wonder where they have gone -.- mcm mmmm...okay bah. So mcm i dont bother to update myself nowadays -.- hahahaha,I have slowly been listening to English song *not that i haven't but you know,before I would just stick to KPOP KPOP KPOP* aahhh the changing of ze phase of life I guess :3

Nonetheless,I STILL SUPPORT the ones I favour from then till now :D

2011-09-09T12:37:00.002+08:00

Two or three days ago,I was heartbroken. I was really...but then alhamdulillah i survived. Heck it was nothing after all. I mean I know it was NEVER going to happen. I was indenial and refuse to accept the reality of it in the beginning of stage when I knew he was with someone else. Tsk tsk,I just refuse you to give up the idea,the fiction life i've created in my mind.

A friend of mine was right,I shouldn't have gotten myself to much into it.... but that fiction world was so much happier,no pain...But I was wrong...it did pain me and its so unreal,i wasn't happy after all :') I'm moving...moving away from them and heading back to reality.. He did exist but was never in speaking term that is,I never spoke to him. Only saw pictures of him....and the girl... but i I know his parents well,ever since I was in primary 6? Hahaha oh well,it's NEVER going to happen :) I'm NOT a WRECKER,I dont wreck other's happiness.

If it meant to be,it will. If it's not,then it's not. I'm trying to slow down myself from visualizing things esp. relationship life,too far ahead from where I am now. I'll try to take things one day at a time :) Insyallah,I think I might give up expecting my whole love story,I'll leave to Allah :) Like another friend of mine said "it's just the 'ideal man' for you is on his way, he's going as fast as he could so you just need to be patient stop stalking because it'll just raise your false excitement & hope, life is full of surprises & like i said hari tu, 'expect the unexpected'"

2011-09-09T12:24:00.002+08:00

Salam Eid Mubarak everyone! Mohon maaf to whoever out there that have been offended by any actions i've made directly or indirectly,for the old faults as well as the new ones :)

My raya this year has been quite well,alhamdulillah. ANGPAU ANGPAU ANGPAU :p okay I admit,I love the moment when I get them. Makes me feel so young :D For the first three days,spent in KB. KB is so quite by the 2nd day of raya,I guess everyone rush to Bandar to cover their visit :)

One of the thing i'm happy about is the approaching Haj season,come to think of it...I never actually wrote down a my experience about it O.O Oh well,maybe one day insyallah :) and another thing is,the arriving of our family very FIRST cicit! I'm gonna be an Umi to ze child :') The other day we were discussing what Kaipah's child should call each one of us. Malia suggested Mirah to be as "Halmunim" (sp?) in English it means Grandmother :p hohoho I imagined myself to be called "Umi Fatin" or "Umi Tin"...no no mcm inda mengana rasanya -.- I might ask the child to call me "Ka Tin" but then that won't sound right o.o aahhh well,will think about it when the day comes :)

Setember,busy busy busy :) Most people I know is flying off soon,week by week T___T NOOOOOOOOO. Okay let's not get to emotional. I might not be able to send all the people I know,so mohon maaf jika tidak terhantar duhai kawan ku :) I have the feeling I might cry the hardest on the 30th.... *Deep Breathe*

2011-08-29T17:47:00.003+08:00

Update update!

My Birthday was good thank you,i had a good time in 3 days later. Lambat :p but hey i got awesome early present! :D AWESOME! and plus,i got a 'not-so-surprise' birthday cake for my friends. Thank you guys :D I also had my girls hang at my place,been so long since the last time we did it!

So last week,I got my June Alevel result. It was nerve-wrecking! Some of my friends got really good grades so I was nervous for mine! I was waiting for the MOE to text me the whole day! I didn't know my result till I asked my friend Wana to check it for me around Midnight! B for Business and C for Econs :') Unbelievable! I didnt expect I would got myself such grades! Honest! Syukur alhamdulillah :') My breakdown pun lawaaaaaa HEHEHE! Business was CBB,okay so paper one sangkut! 74% in total,6 more marks to A! :') But i am satisfied with B nonetheless :) Econs was DAUC,PAPER 2 A :') YA ALLAH TIDAK DISANGKAKAN :') PAYAH WAA TU SIPUN TAH AS! Sad that my Paper 3 is Ungraded :p i didnt have the time to practice,MCQ lagi tu -.- Can't help,business paper 3 was in the morning. 61% in total. Ahh if only I worked hard as i did in June for last year -.- tsk tsk.

Mama Ayah happy,I'm happy and that's all matters :') Since I'm applying for Gennext next year... I'm dropping my Unibridge,sad thing really since I've met and made good friends during my time here. WORSE is i'm leaving Madame Salmah! Her Literacy class was so GOOOOOD :') I've decided to take Sociology-Anthropology! HEHEHEHEHE ME LOVE :D

A few friends of mine told me to apply HND scholarship instead,even Ayah but he changed his mind soon after. I would love to apply HND if there's a course I'm interested in. Due to not having one,I decide not too. Plus,really...HND? I dont want my 2 years of Alevel to go waste :( make that 2years and a half! I mean I dont want to take HND as my reason to grab the chance to go to UK. I rather stay and do something I love for my future career as well :) Hehehe no offence taken,i know you guys were just suggesting the thought :) I thank you for that :)

For all the good news,here comes the bad news. Nini Laki alhamdulillah kuat masih after kana tahan di hospital for a few days pasal damam. However Nini Bini is very ill now,her red-blood cells are decreasing. Last monday,she was walking wobbly and fell on the floor. Mata nini lagi kabur and she's not eating....nada liurnya :\ I asked her if she wants anything to eat or liur kan makan apa... all she said was "Nada lai,nini minum air saja" Nini kanyang air saja,mana ada nutrients tu...only mineral. Nini lagi nda mau masuk hospital to get check,takut kana tahan. I understand nini has the phobia but everyone wants her to be well. Imagination start to gone wild, everytime I see her in her current state.... When she hugged me I can't stop my tears from getting out... She is really weak,the other day I went down to KB....Nini nampak susah hati,I hope nothing big is bothering her :(

Weeks before she asked me to quickly get my license,she said she would pay for the fees... I told her not to susah2 kan diri,because really I dont want to burden her. She said as soon I have my license,she'd ask me to bring her out to the beach or somewhere,just to get fresh air. Insyallah nini aa... Insyallah Fatin capat2 belajar kereta aa :') I wouldn't label myself as Nini's favourite,no...because i know she treats every of her grandchildren the same. Nini and I do share few similar traits such as having no tolerance with any kind of pain especially with needles,we're both half Singaporean and half Bruneian,we are the only child but Nini have step-siblings though.

All i'm asking is for her to be well and if it's the time to go, let be a calm one for her Ya Allah...

I don't know if i'm ready for this...

2011-08-01T23:03:00.002+08:00

So i welcome August this year with an open heart! :D I just believe something good will happen this year like i've said in January :) Initially i wasn't excited about my birthday this year due to some happenings,but then....why should i be? I mean it's my birthday,i deserve to be happy so screw it if anyone is upset about something. It's my day,end of story :)

I've wanted to post Alan Rickman's picture above when i saw it the first time! So that's why i use it for this post,hahahaha i feel old :p

Something to be excited about too in this month! It's Ramadhan! I'm so grateful that my birthday this year is in one of the blessing month of Hijrah :') I've been asked what i want this year,like i've said every year "I dont know" HAHAHA I love surprises so surprise me. I want a real surprise please? I mean try not be too obvious waa,eyaah :p I'm very observant you should know that.

One thing that i want for a present this year would be.... Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows! I have all six of them now,so i just need the last one to complete my collection :D I dont think i would buy it myself since i got all six of them as gifts :p But if i don't get it this year,then i'll just buy it for myself :) I plan to do some reading in December :)

Well 6 days to go,counting down! :D

2011-08-01T22:50:00.002+08:00

Guess who registered this yesterday? ME ME ME ME ME MEEEEE! :D I am offically a Pottermore member....i think...i hope so...i mean I KNOW I SHOULD BE! -____-

So i registered twice,hahah was paranoid i wouldn't receive the mail...i want to be a part of it too you know :( So i have two names,PumpkinScarlet28 and MirrorFloo36 :D

2011-08-01T19:17:00.000+08:00

FOUND THESE!!!

I feel so frustrated....

WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHYYYYYY?????

They should have keep all the deleted scenes!! Especially Harry's relation with the Dursley! I mean that would make sense that,it all turn out to better at least between Harry and Dudely! :') I cried.....well almost but yes,i still get all dramti and emotional and what not...aaah I'm not handling this all too well -.- This explains why i avoid tumblr....

And this,honestly....they should have masukkan! My goodness -.- This will show how much Ron likes Hermione,COME ONNNNNN =.=

Ron scared me..... O.O

Cute eh! It's so obvious how Hermione was being pathetic at throwing the pebbles just so Ron could teach her properly! HEHEHE :D Wishing Ginny was around eh Harry? :p

This one....no i just feel like adding them here as well :)

and this,finally i can post this up as well. This could have been the best end credits. The first time i watched this,i cried :')

Eh i'm getting so sappy -.- but you have to admit,after all those moments for 10 years.... you just want to say "FINALLY" when this scene came :p

2011-07-31T22:20:00.008+08:00

I remember how i would stare at this dangling poster of a boy flying on a broomstick (Goblet of Fire's book poster) while waiting for my parents to get done paying the groceries. I kept on wondering what character from what book. Never thought the boy from the poster would be part of my childhood,to be part of Harry Potter generation :')

It wasn't until I watched the first movie that i finally met Harry Potter book series,from Kaipah :) I wouldn't read the book,i refused because it was too thick. The first two movies,my my i watched them constantly everyday. I even memorised their lines,especially Ron's since he is a comic relief and it's funny :)

To me,Harry Potter isn't just a story or a book. Harry is part of me,part of who i am. For example being isolated from relatives,bullied, etc. I've been in his shoes,i've felt it. Harry showed me how to overcome all those fears and negativities,he contribute a few factors in making me a braver and independent person as i am today :) Nice one mate!

Remember Harry once said "Hogwart is my home" to dear friend Dobby? I thought the same,in a way :p Everyone in the story was,to me,an escape from reality. They brought the colours of rainbow during my bad days :') True,i didn't read the books but the films were good enough. Hogwart offer helps to the ones who needs,something that Albus Dumbledore said.

I find Matthew Lewis to be Dashingly Good-Looking in the last movie O.O

Harry,Ron and Hermione taught me good friendship,which i envy them but it's okay because they're my friends too in a mere imagination/fantasy world. My favourite 'Golden Trio' :')

SO TRUE O.O

I was once a 'Little Hermione' myself :p maybe still am at times :p

I can be 'A-Know-It-All' and i just love to prove how right i am about information to others :p Boooo! Hahaha. Really,i admire her :) She's one of amazing heroine.

I don't know about Ron,but we do share the same amount of love on foods,that i know :p

So i say this again,Harry Potter isn't just a storybook... It's more than that,it saves a lot of kids growing up all over the world :') I get offended sometimes when others insult this generation,you kids don't know the goodness of this story O.O Honestly speaking,i'm having those Post-Harry Potter-Depression :| I still get emotional and teary when i see them,i just can't believe it's all over. I mean in the terms of not seeing the actors we've grown up with for 10 years :') Not being able to wait for the next film the next year,it's heart-breaking...

I mean it literally has been my childhood and suddenly it all came down to really just one random scene, with us jumping through a fireplace, and then it was over. [...] But because you shoot out of sequence, it’s often just 'Turn left, cross the room, okay, that’s a wrap.' And you’re done. [...] Yeah, it’s very odd. Because suddenly it was all over, just like that. It was really emotional for all of us, realising that we’re never going to be doing this again. - Rupert Grint

Dan,Rupert,Emma,Tom,Matthew,Bonnie,The twins and everyone,are just so amazing :') Especially the young actors,they make the movie alive :')

P.S. Ron and Hermione moments just makes me go,awwwwwwww all the time now :') Well not so much on Ginny and Harry though... HAHA :p

My Favourite TWINS :D

I love the Weasley's siblings relationship :')

And before Rupert and Dan (yes i had a big die-hard crush on Dan during the 3rd movie :p) there was Tom,i've had my eyes set first on him :3 ESEH!

All thanks to one woman,J.K. Rowling,Harry saved her too :')

This proves that Harry is a hero for all ages. Dear author,please do not stop writing. We,Harry Potter fans will be waiting the next new series,hopefully as amazing as Harry Potter :) Thank you so much for the ten years of your commitment in writing the books,your characterisation on each characters are the most beautiful thing to make the story alive in the movie :') One day,when i have the time i will go and grab the 1st book,sit down and read them to re-live the moments. Oh well,i get to see you in Pottermore anyway! Thank you so much for making this idea as well! :D

If 10 years ago i was somewhere in UK,i would have definitely audition for this. I might go for Hermione or Ginny or even Bellatrix but i think i'm good to be as Luna.

I don't know she's just so odd and i love try to act that character :)

This shall be a closing ceremony for the bittersweet but yet oh so wonderful July this year :') "That's a Wrap!"

2011-07-29T14:07:00.001+08:00

I wanna see Tom Felton's acting skill,since HP is all over now :( I'm excited to see how well he would be doing with this one! :D

Let's not forgetting James Franco ladies :3

2011-07-28T19:26:00.004+08:00

I don't know if this book is familiar to any of you but this was one of my favourite story book series when i was in PGGMB :) I introduce you to 'Peter and Jane' :D I love reading them and i would usually read more than Mrs Moyrana asked me to as H/W :p

My reading wasn't that good up to where Mrs Moyrana would raise her voice to scold my mistake -.- Sheessh... But really it's a good book and i might buy all of them since Bismi is selling them :) I'm buying them for my future kids :p HAHAHA atu awal! But no really,it's a fun book to teach children to read books :) I had good memories of having fun reading them anyway :)

While i was looking at it one by one,a little girl joined me and pick the first book and read "I like Pe...peter! and i....like...Jane!" She was so cute,she even went to her dad to ask him buy the book for her! The book maybe antique but my my,the dear books taught me how to read and speak English well :) I like towards the end of the series,which was when I was in primary 5 or 6. The story got more heavier than just simply small sentences.

I still Like Peter and Jane :)

2011-07-28T18:42:00.004+08:00

So in case you didn't know,Alhamdulillah i have been accepted into Unibridge on 14th July! :')

I was actually quite nervous when some of my friends got to know that they were listed O.O It was the night of 13th July and i was getting ready for BRIDEX's 2011 closing appreciation night ceremony. I got my make-up done and i was pretty moody when i got into the session of wearing my tudung. Suddenly, Maww texted me to go check FB and i was being informed i was listed as well! I almost cried! But i had to give my poker face to avoid drenching my face! I was excited yes,i even told my dad about it and my mom. But Ayah told me to check properly the next day to make sure it's true... Of course i can't have my high hopes,because i didnt see the name list with my own two eyes. So i had to wait.

The next day,i went to UBD first before going to BRIDEX for my last day of work. Mama waited in the car,so i went up alone..... I didn't cry when i saw my name though :p but i was quite relieved and happy and grateful :') I saw names of my friends that i know. I saw some Ex-PGGMB such as Elina,Hafezah and others from Katok apa :) FAMILIAR FACES HERE I COME :D :D :D

I finally cried when i called Ayah about it :') I guess,this opportunity meant so much to me...that it gave me a secure future and it made me feel alive after so many months of struggle :') I was really please and grateful to Allah :') Somethimes i just couldn't thanked Him enough,Masya Allah :)

I still remember how it was when i received my Alevel results. It was devastating indeed,i cried so hard...it was just too painful to know that you're staying back behind while everyone is moving forward. I mean i didn't fail any subjects alhamdulillah,but taking the next step was difficult. UBD didnt want me because nda cukup points,ITB...i wasn't interested in their courses offered...then it was left with Laksmana,expensive though but my parents were willing to pay. But...sipun tah aku ane anak sorang,i wouldn't dare to make a big burden for my parents...They had done more than enough. So during that time it was my darkest hour.

I decided to resit again and applied for Unibridge,thanks to Hafezah as well as Maww's encouragement :) I didn't actually want to go for Unibridge because it's parent's funding and then we have to sit for exams lagi... But then,if it wasn't for Unibridge....where would i go? Let's just say,nauzubillah i didnt do well for my June... UBD wtill wouldn't want me right? So i would still take Unibridge,so i applied :)

So alhamdulillah i got accepted :) For me,it's the best birthday present i've ever gotten so far for myself :) Moving forward and secure future is just the most important things for me right now.

I'm not only happy for myself but also to my friends who got in to whichever institution they've applied to go forward and to pursue their dreams :) Most of my batch are going to UK,i quite envy you people :p but it's okay,i'll be taking my baby steps and enjoy this ride while i still can :) Allah has a better plan for all of us,so he knows the best :D

Some of my friends were really worried they wouldn't get in UBD or ITB,but see alhamdulillah they've been accepted! And for me that means so much to see happy faces :D :D :D IF they're happy i get happy with myself too. I would feel like "YEAHHH we're all together going through the same thing only slightly different!!" Eventho we'll be going to a different path,like some ke UK ada yang ke UBD...i would still be happy you know? Mcm rahmat waa rasanya :')

I'm just pretty happy since early July :) I made new friends,met familiar faces,good job experinces,getting in UBD,me and my friends are moving forward.. It's all good :) I'm just happy for everyone and will try to support to those who haven't got their chances :) insyallah if there's a will,there's always a way! :)

This Saturday is Unibridge Orentation! then next week,we'll start our school! YEAY! :D I'm so iski :D I mean it's been how many months since i've seen everybody and actually learn something in school. Sigh,Uni Life... It sounds so big and complicated in a way :)

August is coming soon,i hope this happy-happy vibe will stay as long as it can... Insyallah :)

2011-07-28T18:29:00.002+08:00

I met Papa Smurf today! :D No laa,i kid :p My parents and me went to Serusop today to get our early dinner at Pondok Seri Wangi,and since we're near by... I decided to visit my former tuition school,Reeds :)

My parents joined me as well,since Ayah is curious to see how my Business & Economic teacher,Mr M1, looked like. Mama saw him before and named him Papa Smurf because he actually look exactly like him :D Except he wears glasses.

Murah hati cikgu ane,tidak lokek dan memang suka memberi nasihat yang baik kepada pelajar2 :) He's a really funny person,that's what i like about him and he also share good islamic information :) I am glad that i was his students before,it was his words of wisdom that trigger me in encouragement to start cover up myself :) Alhamdulillah,Allah had planned something good for me in meeting him i guess :)

He thought that I would be taking Economic next year as my degree! I said no :p too tough mehhh... -.- He wished me all the best and i shall be his humour (He's Singaporean,so Singaporean Humour are always really funny HAHAHAHAHA :( siuk bah classnya )and will be missing his wife's cook :p Hahaha no really i will O.O I also told him to tell my former mates all the best for November! :)

2011-07-28T18:06:00.003+08:00

What a pleasant surprise! Yesterday my parents and me went to the Mall,and guess who I met? One of them was my Form 5 teacher,Dibah's mom,Cikgu Jamaliah :D It was really nice to see her after so long! She used to teach me History back then :) I told her that I got in UBD via Unibridge and she wish me all the best. Seriously,i think she has lose some weights.... She's on of the person expect me to become a Lawyer,but i told her no :p Because i'm not interested :p

Another person was well,it was just 2 weeks ago that i talked about this teacher with Zimah. Yes! I met Sir Eddy! :D At first i didn't recognise him from far,but when he walked pass by me.... He..well,is much rounder now :p He used to hold this 'Stay Cool' image back in Rimba -.- He's now teaching in MS and he told me that he is teaching Physics... He gave me the challenge glare :p i was like giving the "I HATE that subject" look :p I used to annoy him endlessly with my questions,the calculations were confusing :( I'm guessing the lady with him,is his girlfriend? Cali,he thought i forgot who he was :p Ayah actually said "Eh you gained weight ah? Nda kenal awal2 tadi hahaha..apa kabar?" Haish ayah -.- Really....

Sir Eddy is a really cool teacher :) Students would be so lucky to have him,he not only teach the subject in a fun way but he also share good informations with us. One time he gave me a good advice,he told me to be independent as well as be brave :) Sir Eddy is an only child as well,so he understand me a bit :) Siuk belajar sama ea atu,mcm bukan belajar rasanya. He made science subject fun for me and my classmates,but towards the end.... zzzzzz i gave up,it was too much of formulas and calculations. I was upset,we didn't get to study much on Bio -.-

This was one of the video that he used share with us before the class starts :)

I forgot that he recorded this event! I saw myself with Ghah and Hanii at 0.35! :D :D :D Good old times :')

Ahh well :) For me,it means alot to see my former teachers right before Uni life starts. It's good to hear their words of motivations and to let them know that i have been their good students in then and now :) These two teachers mentioned above were the ones that i had good and close teacher-student relationship :) I miss HighSchool somehow hahaha :p

2011-07-27T18:40:00.002+08:00

I can't believe that i spent $10.20 just for this mag! I don't usually do this,i only buy magazine if i want to read all of them,not just for on thing. But I was so keen on buying it because....come on! It's Emma! Plus,it says "Reveals her secret crush on a Harry Potter Costar" :3 TOM FELTON BABY! HEHEHEHE cute :3

Don't get me wrong,i love Rupert and Emma pairing...but i guess they're more compatible as their character in HP. Because well,i like Tom too! >:( and and Tom is....i mean what is not to like about him anyway :3 HEHE

Emma is so sweet and very ambitious,i admire her. She make sure that education is a priority as well :') Girl,i love the way you roll! You should be a role model for teenage girls today :)

2011-07-26T20:43:00.000+08:00

Boolat aku dulu atu :p

Happy 45th Birthday Mama! :D A Mother who never fails to encourage me to go for my dremas and who has been giving her endless love,care and support since day 1. May Allah bless you always Mama :)

I may not have given you the best present so far,but you should know that i am grateful to have you as my mother and will always be your daughter :) Loads of love from MEEE :D

2011-07-22T21:59:00.002+08:00

“Let’s be honest: we weren’t picked for Harry Potter for our acting ability – it was because we looked like the characters as they’d been written,” Felton said.

“We started out as rank amateurs, and we’ll be lucky if we’ve learnt something over the past ten years. It’s a question of what we do with that now, where we go from here.”

- Tom Felton.

“The dedication of the fans is outstanding. Every time we have a premiere we are shocked and honoured to see the continuing support. I think the Potter fans are the best in the world! All ages, all cultures!

-Bonnie Wright

“It’s been quiet an emotional week, really. I’m coming to terms with saying good-bye.”

Rupert continued “These people [the fans] are the most important of the whole thing, really.”

-Rupert Grint

Watson said of her time in the magical world “I’ve just had the most amazing 10 years of my life and I feel so grateful. I will miss Daniel [Radcliffe] and Rupert [Grint] so, so much. And I will miss Hermione so much, she was like my little sister.”

-Emma Watson

“It feels very, very strange to not be going back to work with [the Potter cast and crew] next year,” Daniel said.

Radcliffe confessed he “wept like a child” on the last day of filming.

“I’ve had such an amazing time on Potter,” Daniel revealed. “It’s been such an extraordinary experience to work with, essentially, the same group of people for 10 years. You develop such close bonds with so many people.”

-Daniel Radcliffe

2011-07-22T21:58:00.001+08:00

Wesley Chan :3

2011-07-22T20:33:00.006+08:00

First I would like to say...

"Hello Noseless" :p I had to watch this movie twice,first time wasn't enough :p Watched with Maww and Zimah,then with Mama :D

When I saw a friend gave her rating on Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows Part 2,10 out of 10,i thought to myself "Oh this is gonna be HUGELY BOMBASTIC AWESOME EPICNESS..." Yikes i just messed up the words :p Honestly,I expect something GREAT beyond my imagination,though i never read the books except the Third book *though i never quite understood the story* I did my research on Wiki ever since it existed,it's much easier to understand from there. So my imaginations were so much excited to expect something powerful on the big screen,plus this is the last part of Harry Potter movie series.

I have to agree with almost everything that Maww had post about this. It lacked of emphasis. Individual fight should be more,They should show more details on how Fred,Remus and Tonk died....they are after all part of the main story! And plus it's a BLOODY WAR!! They should have at least,make it more....terrifying? That way i can cry more and if possible flooded the whole cinema. I kid. It broke my heart when Fred died,i mean i knew about it...but seeing him laying there breathlessly was just sad :'( The fight with Molly Weasley And Bellatrix Lestrange was just....like that. I mean.... COME ONNNNNNNN! More with the swish and swash! At least you know,more emphasis on the Battle of Hogwarts.

I was sad to see Hagrid to pop out of nowhere,mcm baru ea timbul tarus2. And He didn't appear in the movie much :( That's just sad! I mean i love that big guy :( He's one of the best character too you know Mr Yate. <---- I have always doubt in his ability in making this series ever since the 5th movie.... It's just from there,the storyline was wreck that i find the 5th one was disappointing. Well at the least he redeem himself in the last movie part 1.

Moments. Really i would have been happy if Ron&Hermione and Harry&Ginny's were LONGER! I was DISAPPOINTED to the fact that,it went too fast! Well at least they made Hermione and Ron's relationship more obvious to the viewers in the part 1 *But i still think it's not enough! I want more on this couple. I repeat IT WAS NOT ENOUGH :( * . But Harry and Ginny? I feel so upset,they're Hero and well Heroine! COME ONNNNN now.. Hero needs some romance to right? HEHEHEHE H & R kissed! Atta Boy Weasley!! :D :D :D Ron was so cute when he said "THAT'S MY GIRLFRIEND" Aaaaahhh sweet eh :D

Despite some disappointments of here and there,i enjoyed the movie :) I kept on smiling during Mc Gonagall's scenes :) Best teacher ever! And how cute she was when she finally did the spell in commanding the statues :D And man can she swish and swash like a boss when she dueled with Snape! I giggled when Harry met Dumbledore in Limbo,hehe Ex-Headmaster indeed funny with his words :D I wanted to see more of Neveille :\

I cried so hard during Resurrection Stone moments :') Lily and Harry's bond was worth to cry about :') Snape's memory was heartbreaking,and now we all know he had always been a good man :') His Patronus was the same as Lily Potter's!!!!!!! :') Devotion! My goodness :') "Always" GAAAADDDDD I cried so much at that scene!! :') Including when everybody were shielding Hogwarts and then it got destroyed O.O

Malfoy = Coward -.-

Ahhh and the last but not least,the Children :D :D :D 19 Years Later!James Sirius Potter,Albus Severus Potter ,Lily Luna Potter,Rose Weasley,Hugo Weasley and Scorpicious (sp?) Malfoy :D Ron looked so funny being old :p He side parted his hair,Hermione looked like herself...as if she never aged somehow O.O Ginny looked older so was Harry :') It would have been better too if they lengthen this scene. I wanted to see how Ron asked Rose to always beat Draco's son on every test :D

My my I should read the book from the First one :D I have them,but i never read them....Funny...Collectible items indeed :D So overall,i prefer Part 1 because it capture my attention more than this one but nonetheless....eventho it was directed by Mr Yate...i would still love every series :')

Dear future directors who would be directing any kind of this long movie series,please at the least spend more on budget especially if it's the last one! You know why? Because it's BLOODY THE LAST ONE,that's why. Sincerely die-hard fans :p

You know,when i watched the last scene,i thought to myself..."Now that in reality,we all are moving forward to Uni life....i wonder how are we going to be in 19 Years Later?" I guess we'll have to wait and see :)

2011-07-19T20:03:00.000+08:00

De Ja Vu and Outing.

You must be wondering,'Whats up with the title?' Ahhh you see,yesterday morning i ate eggs and bread for breakfast,a small lunch of Nasi Katok, watch Harry Potter and then Sushi for dinner. So this sequence happened today as well,i was amused yet.... ijap ku sikit -.-

So yesterday Maww,Zimah and Me went to watched Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 2. SOOOOBBBBB :( I can't believe it's the END! Anyway, it was supposed to be a medium size group outing but turns out...everyone couldn't make except for the three of us. We should do another one next time before any you guys ke UK? o.o

The outing was pleasant and well we had another bimbo moments :p I LOVE THE KARAOKE SESSION!!! But it cracked my voice after that,to think i was recovering from my recent cold -.- Ohhhh can we please do it again??? :D :D :D

We looked so cute dressing according to Ravenclaw,Slytherin and Gryffindor's colour :D Zimah,Maww and Me respectively! Hufflepuff...why you not with us yesterday? T___T

Sushi was fun fun fun :p I had Zimah to try out the Wasabiko :p I'm sorry,but i just love to see people reaction :3 Hehehe 0:) I had fun really,thank you girls :D Oh we should have sang "Happy Birthday" song for Zimah! Ho well,at least we had sushi as her birthday cake :D HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY ZIMAH :D

I shall be posting my opinion on the movie mentioned,after this post :)

2011-07-19T00:37:00.003+08:00

I find this reality happening of a friend,is like a Twilight story. Where she plays the role of Bella Swan. Insecurity would be the best similar traits they share.

Remember in Book 2,where Edward left Bella so suddenly? It happen to this friend of mine. Something i myself would never understand why,as to why He left Her. Leaving and letting her to fall in the deep black hole which down-grade her motivations. Only this Edward,didn't come back. He was long gone.

As a friend i tried to support in the best way i can,but know this... I am friend with both parties. Difficult in making them as friends. One desire,yet the other refuse somehow. All i could do is to help Her,to see the brighter side of life and seek guidance from Allah.

I've said what i have said for many months. It is now Her turn,to take Her own action to stand up for Herself.

I pray, for one day things will be sweet and smooth for you as well to meet someone who cares and loves you for who you are. Life is a rollercoaster my dear,everybody face them but it takes alot of courage to face those hardships. You still have friends who you can trust. Remember that.

P.S - This post sounds so cheesy in the beginning of it -.-

2011-07-18T22:22:00.002+08:00

I found this in one of my notebook today. Kept this ever since Mama wrote it down years ago and it hasn't been updated. It's a list of my grandparents' grandchildren from dad side :) Aiman,Irfan and Abid are on the list guess they were born a bit later :)

1. Sharifah Sharizan b. Sh. Hj. Said

2. Sharifah Suraya b. Sh. Hj. Said

3. Sharifah Shazanah b. Sh. Hj. Said

4. Nur Afifah b. Salamat

5. Muhd. Hazim b. Muhd. Richard Lee Abdullah

6. Muhd. Faliq b. Muhd. Johari

7. Muhd. Najib b. Salamat

8. Sharifah Khairah b. Sh. Hj. Khalid

9. Muhd. Nabil b. Salamat

10. Nur Farahiyah b. Muhd. Johari

11. Nur Hazirah b. Muhd. Richard Lee Abdullah

12. Shaikh Ahmad Kahiri b. Sh. Hj. Khalid

13. Shaikh Ahmad Khalis b. Sh. Hj. Khalid

14. Sharifah Adilahfatin b. Sh. Hj. Hanafiyah

15. Shaikh Muhd. Faiz b. Sh. Hj. Fadilah

16.Shaikh Abid Abdul Rahman b. Sh. Hj. Said

17. Muhd. Fikri b. Muhd. Johari

18. Sharifah Nur Khalidah b. Sh. Hj. Khalid

19. Nur Amirah b. Salamat

20. Shaikh abdul Shafie b. Sh. Hj. Fadilah (Allahyarham)

21. Sharifah Umi Qasiyyun b. Sh. Mohd. Azmi

22. Shaikh Syami b. Sh. Hj. Fadilah

23. Nur Amalia b. Salamat

24. Sharifah Umi Rafanah b. Sh. Mohd. Azmi

25. Shaikh Abdul Aziz Safwan b. Sh. Hj. Said

26. Shaikh Aiman b. Sh. Hj Fadilah

27. Shaikh Abid Abqari b. Sh. Mohd. Azmi

28. Shaikh Irfan b. Sh. Hj. Fadilah

Honestly i'm not quite sure Aiman's and Irfan's long name -.- I might have missed their middle name. Oh well,let's just get along with my mother's side shall we? :)

1. Sharifah Adilahfatin b. Sh. Hj. Hanafiyah

2. Ashraf Emir

3. Natasha Emir

4. Amsyar Emir

I actually have two step-cousins coming from my mom's stepsister,but because i'm not quite close with them....i don't know their names -.- Yikes! You might be wondering,why are their names end with 'Emir' and with no Bin/Binti. To be honest,i don't remember why... But..i think it's because my grandfather is an Emir,a Turkish born so i guess like Bin/Binti doesn't really play the part of the name? You know mcm orang putih punya style... Really i'm not quite sure on this one -.-

Ahhh i can't wait to jot down the family's cicit in the future from both sides of family :D

2011-07-16T00:51:00.005+08:00

Just got back from watching this.

Honestly speaking,i am quite disappointed with the 3rd movie. Don't get me wrong,i did enjoy watching them. I laughed at the witty jokes done by the Asian guy,Sam's parents,Sam's uncontrollable anger and even Seymour's obsession on getting back into his robots passion,kinda reminds me of myself in a way.

The beginning was lovely as it use the History part in the movie and yes like i said,it was funny. But towards the end,it was dragging. The fighting was well,slow and too long in my opinion. I knew the 2nd movie was much better than this one. I was surprised to see Patrick Dempsey playing here,as one of the antagonist.

Shia played his character well as always :) I cried when i thought Bumblebee was gonna get killed,i mean really crying...the tears wouldn't stop!

One thing that upsets me is,the Heroine -.- Oh don't get me start with this one! I don't fancy Megan but i think her character fits better with this movie. Sad thing,she was fired. But this new girl's character...SHE DIDN'T DO ANYTHING except for being pretty. Turns out she's a Victoria's Secret Model,FIGURES. Her acting is not a problem but her character is! I mean look at the previous Transformer movies, Megan's character was an ACTION WOMAN. IT FITS WELL WITH THE MOVIE. Ane ya allah....mcm sigh.....

Steven Speilberg,i understand that there has been a production dispute between you guys and Megan Fox... But you could have at least create a better female character than this one! I mean at the beginning of this movie yes i got the adrenaline rush but towards the end...it was just.... EVEN THE ENDING WAS JUST LIKE THAT *snap fingers* She didn't do anything :((((( SEDIH KU MELIAT. And who wear heels in action movie??????? WHO DOES THAT????

The previous ones were much better,i'm so sorry to say :( Especially the second one. I mean really,the second one was like SHAZAAAMM! You know,you get excited towards the end! I'm just just disappointed thats all...it's like the movie lost it's touch or something :\

The fighting and all the effects were awesome btw.

2011-07-15T21:14:00.000+08:00

I'm not ready for this at all.

2011-07-14T21:41:00.001+08:00

Grrr...nantitah post pictures -.-

2011-07-14T21:28:00.002+08:00

Summary on BRIDEX 2011.

It was definitely a great experience. Not only I learnt how to do a 'Press Release' but i also i get to learnt how to handle people,especially Journalists and Foreign Exhibitors. It was delightful sight to see tall and good-looking Western men as well :p TEEHEE. I'm a female,deal with it :p

I made new friends such as Ayu,Farhana,Rian and Husrina. I also get to work along with Faizan's older sister,Fae :D The BRIDEX's 2011 staffs are awesome and consist of great amazing people :) I feel young since most of them are quite older :p

Okay so he's name wasn't Ak. Alimen,suka hati ku jua membagi nama orang ane -.- He's name is Amilin! I knew it! He hasn't change much except for the fact that he has grown much taller,awwwww lilin :p Yes i also get to meet some of my old friends such as Hafezah,Elina,Sarina and some of PTEK-ians too! It felt homey :)

Not to mention,i also met Hazimah Hanafiah at last! I got free two tickets,so i decided to invite Zimah and Maww :D We were quite chatty and bimbo moments happened :p I liked the part when we talked about some people sekali tejumpa,i find it funny :p *You know what i mean :p* We bumped into Faizan too!

Basically the 1st day was a nightmare! It was chaos,i had to run here and there,trust me as handsome the Ukraine men are it's very difficult to please them -.- They were demanding,wanting 50 colour printed copies. INGAT KADAI?? -.- Sigh... but along the way it went well alhamdulillah :)

Last night we had our appreciation night,everyone was looking smoking hot and pretty :D So today,our last day. I find it pretty sad,eventho i didn't cry. But because the fact that,i met amazing people at BRIDEX,i want to get to know them more. Maybe in the future,we'll get to work together again :)

See you at 2013 :)

2011-07-06T21:19:00.001+08:00

Hopefully.

2011-07-04T21:06:00.002+08:00

Familiar.

Yesterday i received a phone call. Initially,i thought the call was from my driving school. But the caller was speaking in a very formal English,so i thought 'Oh must be the teacher's daughter'. However the caller was talking about BRIDEX,they needed a few more people to take on some available spots due to the short-hand of labour in their Marketing department. It caught me thinking,like how was the BRIDEX was able to get hold of my number? So i listened to the voice carefully,turns out it was Rina -.- So anyway,i was offered to two spots. Which is to either be an MC or be in the Media Center.

I would have no problem if i would choose to become an MC,since i have the experiences before. However the downside is that,i have one day to memorise everything and i have to be familiar with the BRIDEX event as a whole. Because i just got the job and this is a last minute thing,i have to reject this one :\ Sad yes,because i love doing MC,but it's too risky. I'm not only representing BRIDEX to the Public but also to the VVIP such as His Majesty,and having a handful information may lead to self-embarrassment.

So i decided to take on the Media Center :) It involves more to dealing with the journalist on press release,writing things when its necessary and giving information to those who are concern etc etc. This will be a first experience and may also be heavy work,but insyallah i will do my very best :)

So today i went to BRIDEX and i tell you.... it felt like being in a Transformer movie :p There were helicopters being situated at the demonstration area,tanks were here and there,i saw big weapons at the exhibition hall. Ahhhh big big stuffs,i feel...enthusiastic by it :D Rina fetch me from where my mom dropped me off,then we went straight to the Conference Hall to meet one of the supervisor,Sandy Tan.

While waiting to meet Sandy,i met few people :) I guess everyone was busy as the event is getting pretty pretty nearer,so i didn't get to chit chat with them. Somehow i saw a familiar face :) I was very sure it was him. Ak Alimen kali namanya, he was my ugama mate back in darjah 3 or 4? Yeah,we used to bicker alot and i used to called him 'Lilin' :p I wanted to tagur,but i was quite shy2 cat...plus he looked busy,maybe nanti? Hahaha, I doubt he remembers me tho...

Meeting Sandy was pleasant,she was really helpful in explaining me what i should be doing for the rest of the week. She even brought me to the booth where i will be station at and got me a security pass too :D Oh did i mention entering the BRIDEX will remind you of Quarantine movie? Haha well no not really,just a bit :p When we were at the Exhibition Hall,i saw El,Ryna and Hafezah! Familiar faces :D It felt like a small PGGMB reunion,i only waved at Hafezah since the other two didn't looked at me -.- Ahh we'll have the rest of the week since the three of them are exhibitor coordinators :D Saw and talked to Rayyand,FINALLY! Kesian he has a sore throat :S Get well soon buddy :)

You think this post has ended? Noooooo not yet :p Since Sandy decided to make me start working tomorrow,i asked Mama to pick me up and since it was still early we went off to shopping at Gadong :) Nothing much at Jaya,next was Mall. On our way,i saw this girl. A friend from Ugama school as well,Syazwani was it? I'm pretty sure it was her because i've always remember how she looked like. Tall,fair and slim,plus long brownish hair :) Again wanted to tagur,but i doubt she would recognise or remember me -.- Hahaha i mean it has been a looonnnggg time since we last met anyway :)

Then at the mall itself,as i was talking to my mom,i saw Vernon! A guy who used to date my relative. He looked so chubby now,his cheeks especially. He saw me,i'm pretty sure he recognised me but i guess i was talking and walking fast inda tetagur -.- Plus when i plan to give him a acknowledge smile,he look so...umm unfriendly somehow -.- Ahh well... Then on our way out from the Mall,i met Jackie and his girl. I don't know if Jackie didn't really saw me or was pretending because his girl and me was looking at each other -.- Ahhh mana saja laa -.-

It was kinda nice to see familiar faces after so long but creepy at the same time :p

2011-07-03T20:46:00.002+08:00

It gets sweeter :)

..........

then it gets scarier :p

Ahhh.. well :p

2011-06-30T00:41:00.003+08:00

The MV that would only need to be Review briefly *Hopefully*

Tell Me by Block B.

Yes me like Kyung here :3 He's wearing glasses,it make his eyes look so big... So cute :p Hohoho Zico's hair is scary... Anyway,the song is okay.. a bit awkward tho cause i was expecting some heavy hip-hop stuffs when i heard the beat at the beginning..but it wasn't like that,it was more charming than i expect it to be... Hmmm... I just didn't like the clothes here expect for the overalls they were wearing,they seriously need a proper stylists -.-

Love Alone by Miss A.

I haven't watch this MV in full yet due to the loading is to slow... -.- although from looking of the few mins,the MV contains collection of their past performance they did? I'm not so sure,so tell me if i'm wrong please :) The song is good however :D I can't wait for the girls comeback!

Only Learned the Bad Things by B1A4.

So the main story of this MV is how a Blood B type of boyfriend is like selfish and ignorant. The attitudes which can piss any girls off :) Tsktsk,they just had to use cute rapper Baro just because he's a Blood type B :\ Ahhh well,the song is good tho and plus they wore red colours. Fair enough :p Just so you know,the female lead is not IU...it's Kim Wonhee kali namanya...

Starlight Moonlight by Secret.

Now,how can you not love this video? It's too sweet and charming :3 The song is cheery and the girls are looking adorable as everrrrr! :D :D :D If you have seen Secret's 'Shy Boy',i'm sure you will love this one as well! Their outfits are cute tooo! Kyaaaaa!! I just adore pretty dresses :D The dance moves are easy and simple :) OH JUST WATCH IT ALREADY!!

Roly Poly by T-ara.

Stage Version.

'Roly poly~ Roly roly poly~' If you're a fan of T-ara,you will love this one! :D The MV just released yesterday. This time they use the concept of the 'Disco' era! You know like those in John Travolta's era and the dancing disco movies? No? ahh well -.- The song is cute,the girls looks so colourful...really i think i've been seeing rainbows lately -.- the dance is cute too! :D You'll like it,trust me :D

2011-06-30T00:19:00.003+08:00

Hot hot hot hot summer! by F(x)

I LOVE this song,i do really :D It's so catchy!! I love the colour they use and all because it's colourful and pretty. BUT... I shall pass this review on to Simon and Martina because i kinda,well yeah sort of agree of their opinion...in some parts -.- I was shocked by the truth these two mention in the video,i didn't know O.O I love the girls' chereo btw :D

2011-06-30T00:12:00.002+08:00

Jay Park

I don't really fancy Jay much,even when he was in 2PM. I'm not saying i don't like him or hate him. No no,he's okay really :) Honestly,in my opinion....i find a bit strange hearing Jay in Korean :p Hahaha maybe because i've been listening to him in English... Inda pulang banyak but yeah..

I like 'Tonight' better compare to 'Abandoned',MV wise that is. 'Tonight' is much more colourful than 'Abandoned',because the second one is much more dark and sexy in a way... yeah... but hey both songs are good :D You can see Jay much closer than he was in 2PM if you're a big fan of him :)

'Tonight'

'Abandoned'

Taeyang should make a collaboration with Jay one day,they got the same height and they're in a similar music genre. So why not? :p

2011-06-29T23:52:00.002+08:00

If you haven't been going to Allkpop recently,you should know that Junhyung of BEAST is dating Hara of Kara. I was in shock,cause i thought i read it wrong... Initially,i read Hyunseung bah -.- Hahaha. I'm not a big fan of Kara but i do adore Hara :) She's cute and is quite funny with her lame korean jokes :p Hohoho... Now firstly, i support their relationship.. I mean they have normal life too okay? -.- So yeah. However...it just had to be Junhyung... aigooo no it's okay i mean you're still my bias but you know hahaha mcm sigh... It's okay i still have DooJoon :p

I wish you two a Happy Relationship! :D

Aiggoooo they look so cute together don't they? :3 Awww Abang Najib,looks like Hara is off the market,focus saja arah si Sunny :p

2011-06-29T22:42:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 41th BIRTHDAY AMI MIMI! :D

I forgot my own uncle's birthday yesterday -.- because i was surprised to what event was gonna be when Mama told me that we were going to KB that night. Rupanya2 :p Well,at least i did check my FB before going off. So yes,Happy Birthday 'belated' Ami Mimi :D

Phewwwit~ Umi Moi is wearing Leopard shirt,Rawr bebeh :p It wasn't just the Birthday party i was exciting about,meeting and catching up with my cousins were too :3 I haven't seen them in the longest time! Though we're not complete :( Najib,Nabil and the Ami Dilah's family couldn't come. I'm guessing Abang Najib was on duty,while Abang Nabil prolly too tired to join us. Oh well,hopefully to see them soon :D

Turns out we were the last one to came :p How unusual! HAHAHA Usually nya durang Mirah :p Ahh well,as soon we arrived... The usual,salam my grandparents then any adults yang sampat because the event was starting soon. It started with potong cake and doa recite by Ayah. Then the makan :D No I didn't post up the photos on the foods from last night.. I'm just lazy :p

I don't know if you readers have ever been to Serikandi's Main Restaurant in KB *Yes the starting point of my family business :) * Because if you have or haven't,just for your information.... The building just finished renovate! :D Yes last night was also my first time stepping into the newly renovated restaurant :3 The place needed to repair anyway... but i can never forget how the restaurant initially looked like,since i've witness how my grandpapa would always come and check the place when it was first built :)

So anyway,if you haven't come and taste Serikandi's dish... I suggest you to give a try :) If inda sampai ke KB,tidak papa... We have one in Kiulap as well :) Wait...this is not the point of this post...I wasn't suppose to do advertising when blogging on some event -.- I'm sorry that i get carried away -.-

Ah yessss,the norms.... During dinner is the best time to chit chat sambil makan. 2 in 1. Hahaha :p Biasa laa,orang tua dengan cerita sendiri,dan yang muda dengan cerita sendiri :p I'd say,Geer,Malia and Me kept on talking about Kpop all night long.. Let's not forget how i miss talking in a fast mode when talking with Umi,kami mcm selalu talk in Nigga way. Cos' we coo' like dat!

Senyum Umi senyum :p Candid! :3

This is Kaka Zana and her Fiance :) HO SNAP! I just remembered! Kaka Rizan wasn't with us last night :| Where's you? -.-

Ahh just so you know,in my family....inda sah mun inda pose for the camera. Yes...we can be thaaaaaaaaaaat vain :p

Kan alum batah.... Nada waa,this is my beloved parents :3 Tell me really,who do i look like more...My Dad or my Mom? People keep saying i look like my mom nowadays,but then some do say i look like my dad -.- I'm confused people -.- It doesn't matter who i look like though,cause i am their daughter :D

Trust me,i tend to sit here and there especially if the tables separated us cousins. I don't know i guess i like to catch up with everybody :p Haha this picture was taken when....i haven't took my foods T___T i was hungry to wait for the queue! With me in the picture are my cousins,Cici and Abang Hazim :D

My Uncle Joe and his sons,Abang Faliq and Fikri :D

TEEHEE! I love this boy :3 Everytime i go down to visit in KB or Lumut,if i see this boy...he would be asking me to play his PS3 or any other game he has,with him. Though it has lessen -.- Maybe i haven't been visiting... but still,he would come to me and tell me about his schools and such :D Miss you Abid! :D

Awwww it's not complete :( Oh well,i hope we have a family photo shoot this Raya... The last time we had was.... back in 2003? -.- Are you kidding meeeeh.....

Guess who decided to come later than us? Kaipah sama Abang Zuraime! :D Woot woot 6 months of pregnancy! 3 months to go baby! Kaipah told me that she might be giving birth in October! Woooot inda jauh sama Mirah,Me,Syahmi,Malia,Umi Mah,Umi,Fana and Kaipah'sssss month of birthday :D I'm excited! :D It's gonna be the first 'Cicit' for our family :D

We're all looking so pretttttyyyyyyy~!! :D :D :D

Umi,Fana,Cici,Mirah,Geer,Me,Malia and Ka Farah! Yes we haven't been doing this in the longest time... I was really happy last night,really :')

I can't wait for another family gathering :D

2011-06-27T13:45:00.002+08:00

I watched this last night with my mom,then my dad joined later. At first I thought the movie called '500 days of Summer' was really about a relationship is going -on in Summer season,turns out it was Zoey Deschanel's character name -.- But then at the end of the movie,Joseph Gordon-Levitt's character met this girl named Autumn. Okaayy...

So anyway,I didn't quite grab the meaning of this movie until my dad explains it. My interpretation towards this movie was... The guy likes this girl,but the girl doesn't believe about love but somehow they were having on and off relationship? I was confused and was trying so hard to understand then i gave up and asked my dad to explain.

He said the movie taught us to make decision,this he meant for the scene where the girl explains to they guy about grabbing the opportunity at firsthand when a guy was proposing her? Yeah...

I don't know...i think i need to watch this movie one more time -.-

2011-06-26T22:19:00.004+08:00

Myrmecophobia

I may seem to kidding you but yes i am afraid of ants especially if they are many of them. I get goosebumps and trust me this has been going on for years. I understand they are the most hardworking creatures in Earth but sigh,i may sound heartless but they are still disgusting.

I was shaking when i saw Black Ants running around at the side of my toilet door,then they were carrying something...I knew they were building nest because last night they did it at the front toilet,i had Mama to clean it up...

I especially hate Black Ants,they run around here and there.... It's more irritating if they touch the foods on the table or at in the kitchen. It's disturbing. To some of you it may be just a small matter and would say 'Sekadar jua tin'. But to me it's something that can't be help to get mad over or even cry.

There was actually a story to this,to why i hate ants. I lied Ayah about not crossing over the Ugama school's gate to go out to buy a drink. A girl told the truth to my dad,i can never forget her evil smile she gave me that day -.- So yeah Ayah was piss and lecture me this and that...ahhh the usual... I being a kid,cried and suddenly ants start to appear out of nowhere on my baju ugama! I was even more scared when my dad said "Nah yatah ne pasal fatin menipu,keluar samut...Mun fatin tipu lagi,keluar lagi samut giant untuk makan fatin" Well he exaggerate -.- but yeah it kinda got it to me and yeah...

There was also one time went a small normal looking ants crawling around my pillow...i could hardly sleep that night.. I was so afraid they would crawl in my ear and eat me alive... I was a kid and i was gullible as ever okay?

So tonight,when i tweeted about how the BlackAnts....my friends thought i was kidding.... Really...i don't kid about something that makes my mood turns upside down... I was even more pissed when they made fun of me.... Really,guys....imgaine something you hate,makes you feel disgusted and shaking and goosebumps and whatever! Try to be in my shoes and think about it. Because for once,try man up and be mature.

Nonetheless,ants are great creatures...just i can't stand them when they are irritating...

2011-06-24T17:17:00.000+08:00

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and it HURTS so bad....

How many time have i gone through this?

2011-06-18T17:39:00.003+08:00

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2011-06-18T17:25:00.003+08:00

I watched this today,yes finally :p But i only watch from the middle of the movie,oh well. I must say i enjoy it :) I almost cried when Ray died,such a cute little character! Louis is funny too,i don't mind having him as my pet :D I love Tiana's dress in the picture!

My favourite quote from the movie was " My dream? My dream wouldn't be complete... without you in it" J'adore this movie :')

2011-06-17T23:10:00.003+08:00

Hey now,don't get confuse. This video is two in one,Fact and Fiction. So the first song is Fact and the next one is Fiction. Are we clear? Good :)

So the on-going talk about here is BEAST's Fiction. I almost cried listening to the song,especially at the chorus. Aaah the chorus,i love love the adorable dance move that their fans named it 'Penguin Dance' or in the case Martina & Simon verison would be the 'Pee Dance'. Hahaha but really this is one of the best song and mv so far for this year! It almost made me lose in being bias toward BIGBANG,not cool -.- Nonetheless,i still love BEAST :) Doojoon and Junhyung <33

Oh what's this? Hyun Seung look adorable? HE DOES! I mean for the previous songs,he kept his long hair which basically covers half of his face. Now being a red-head,he look so cute! And with that small eyes...sigh... o.o Kikwang does not look like a pretty boy as he usually portrays! Well not so much at least :)I Salute for Yoseob's voice,this boy can sing! o.o Sometimes i prefer him to be the maknae instead of Dongwoon! Dongwoon look older bah :p

Of course before the boys did their Korean comeback they released their Japanese version of Bad Girl!

Trust me it is ten times better than the original. No i still love the old one but this one is much more simple and their stylist did a great job in giving the boys much simpler clothes as to compared to the one we saw in the old MV. Seriously,the boys look as charming as ever. Well they've always have :p

I've never notice how adorable Yoseob is until i saw this MV! Hyun Seung aaahhh,why you look like robot there? -.- To think i just praised you a while ago... One thing that is the most adorable here is DongWoonieeeee!!! KYAAAAAAA! In the old MV,he look so serious as to like 'Why so Serious DongWoon?' but here,Ya Allah....HE SMILED! YES HE DID,HE WAS GIVING THIS PUPPLY EYES! O.O You got all the fans drop-dead,no doubt.

2011-06-17T22:57:00.002+08:00

'Tokyo..Se-oul...London New York!'

You guessed it right,it's SNSD's Japanese MR.TAXI. Honestly,this brings my love back to them. I was distant when they promoted Hoot. I just didn't adore Hoot :\ Anyway,that is not the point here. So i LOVE

Omo omo! They are all pretty here :') I had to look everywhere to make sure i did not miss any members! Sigh,they're dance moves are a kill! I love their clothes! It suit well with the song! You know cause it's taxi? Somehow all the girls look tall here -.- Oh just watch the videos! :D

The dance version!

2011-06-17T22:48:00.002+08:00

Remember how After School did their comeback by learning how to play the marching band's drum? Guess what they did for this one? TAP DANCING!

Shampoo.

I wonder why the song is called 'Shampoo' really.... The song is sweet,it gives you that warm feeling. Sad news,Bekah is leaving the group by next month :( She's one of my favourite. I envy how Kahi can be pretty at the of 30 -___- I hope to that fresh when i reach her age HAHAHAHA,no i will not do botox just so you know. That's a promise :)

Play Ur Love.

2011-06-17T22:41:00.001+08:00

ROOKIES :)

So yes now exams are done,fin! I can finally do my Kpop stuffs. HO YEAH! So first lets start with...

OK by B1A4

At first,i was wondering what's with the band's name? Turns out it means one person has Blood B while the other 4 are Blood A. I like their chorus where they go "I love yooooouuuu" So cute! I adore their rapper Baro,the cutest rapper i've ever seen so far from Koreans! How cool is that? :p Anyway,i like how this rookie group doesn't try so hard. I've watched their stage performance,it was awkward at first but by the mid they were actually having fun and i find that they're doing it sincerely :) Reminds me how SHINee debut back then teehee!

...... by X-5 *i have no idea what's the song called,it's in Korean and i cannot read hangul. Sorry to disppaoint you readers,but hey you can google it if you want :p I'm just too lazy here!*

Firstly,i do not like the mv and i mean that by the storyline. I find it confusing -_- I like the song tho :D I like the rapper's part and the one before him. I actually did some research on the boys,but i forgot who is who now -___- You should watch the stage performance,i like the 'Oh No' part dance :p Really boys should stop using eyeliner...this goes to every boybands -___-

Freeze by Block B.

Yes i was pretty pissed toward this group. Firstly it's because,when i watch it....the leader Zico's hairstyle was the exact similar hairstyle that was used by G-Dragon. Really...do you have to go that beyond obvious copycat? I understand that this group just debuted,but...to have the obvious traits in the beginning? COME ON.

That is not just it,knowing this band was created by Choi PD,one of the well-known rapper in Korea and who is openly used to talk bad about G-Dragon.... Well you know how it is.. Plus when i saw their stage performance...P.O,the maknae look exactly like TOP. He was wearing long suit and glass and his hair was exactly like how TOP did during TONIGHT's promotion. Hold on, P.O DID DRESS UP LIKE THAT IN THE MV.. Ugghh... -.-

It can't be help if the maknae's voice is thaaaat deep,like how deep TOP is. I find it annoying though. Sigh,really Choi Pd,you hate BIGBANG but you're actually creating your boys who look like them -.- tsktsk...do you even realise that you just made your boys Block B to which in short BB,similar like BIGBANG in short known to be BB. ARE YOU TRYING TO CONFUSE US FANS???

Ahhh well that was the beginning of when i knew them :) Now i actually do enjoy their songs,its catchy! Hehehe,i knooo tadi marah sekali suka. I think its normal :p I guess i'm liking the leader...and Kyung cause when i saw their upcoming new MV,he was wearing glasses and maigad he look so nerdy and cute O.O Jaehyo look so jual mahal -.- banci ku... Here is some guidance for you:

0:20 - Jaehyo

0:30 - B-Bomb (his real name is Minhyuk)

0:36 - U-Kwon (real name is Yookwon)

0:52 - Taeil (main vocal)

1:21 - Zico (Leader)

1:30 - Kyung

2:22 - P.O (his real name is Jihoon and he's the maknae)

Boyfriend by BOYFRIEND.

I was in total shock when i first watch the MV. Pretty boys everywhere..... I understand if Amalia or Geers go GAGA on them...I mean they like this types...as for me,not so much. The songs are good though :) So they have twin members in this group,nice....i think. The dance moves are cute too :) Its just the fact that its full of pretty boys i do not have the interest to watch for the second time... Their stage performance was...a bit off and awkward... That is all.

I Don't Know By A Pink.

I LOVE THIS GROUP! They debuted last 2months ago? They come from the same agancy as BEAST,4Minute and G.NA :) I love how the song is so springy and flowery,its just so adorable! And really they don't try so hard either! Aaahh Kikwang's fans will be able to see him in this MV :) Sorry i still do not know who is who as well for this group -__- The girls are using the concept of how back in the early 90's girlgroups did such as S.E.S :) Kyaaaa cute :D

2011-06-17T21:35:00.004+08:00

Assalam and Hello dear readers! Finally i get the chance to post up. Pheeewwww~ I've been quite busy with cleaning my room ever since exams were finished last week.

Sigh,there still few more part of the room needs to be clean and pack them into boxes if necessary. So far i've done clearing all my accessories sections,i'm giving away all the ones that i no longer need them. Done arranging all my collection on korean and anime dvds,including my manga and Archies into their respectively places. Sigh i don't know whether to give my Archies away or not initially. I decided not too,its not much anyway so i'm keeping them :)

Last week,we also gave a surprise birthday party for Rina at her place :)

Its funny how we met again in Katok,she was like "You're Fatin right?" and I was like "O.O how do you knoww....wait...Ammarina?" And then we laughed :p

Hahaha We were in the same class in kindergartens! I still remember how she told me "Jangan pakai topi birthday dulu,tunggu ada cake datang barutah...minta balik eh,karang ku bagi" HAHAHA she was so soft back in those days :p

It was fun especially when you're finally done with exams! I still feel odd for not needing to do any revision at night apa itu ini. HAHAHA I guess i'm used to doing it for those 3 months plus :') Insyallah...

A letter from Mom and Dad- - I kinda cried when i first read it.[HD].mp4

2011-05-29T21:52:00.003+08:00

I kept on crying and crying while i was watching this. Mama Ayah,if I ever gave you such a hard time or was a burden to you or misbehaved. I apologize from the bottom of my heart. If I have made you feel disappointed in me,forgive me for doing so.

One day,when I am old enough, I would like to repay for all the things you both had sacrificed in raising me. For all the time where Ayah had to work hard to support this family. For Mama who never fail to put a smile on her face every morning to greet this family happily,despite the roller-coaster of life. For the times when life was hard on us, I'd like to be the better person that both of you would be proud of always. Like you have always been :')

My two most important people in life,nothing else can replace your love that i have been receiving since day one. I pray for both of you to be bless always by Allah,amin amin amin :')

Dearest Mama Ayah,Fatin will always be your little girl.

I LOVE YOU,ALWAYS.

2011-05-29T18:19:00.006+08:00

I better say this out or else it'll keep running around in my mind,which could result me in losing my focus. I can't stop crying everytime i think about it. Staying till late night,revising non-stop to catch up with the time. Making sure i read and digest everything on time.

You have no idea how afraid i am. I've been studying yes and all i want to do is,do my best. Of course i would wish to get an A,i mean who wouldn't right? But come one,i have to be realistic to myself. I know that i have the potential to get a much better grade.... but you know,i dont want to get all so confident like last year. Not that i was being too confident,i just dont want to expect something. Looked what happened to me when result broke out early Feb. It was horrible moment of my life,because i knew i studied. Guess it wasn't enough.

All i want is a sufficient grades to enter UBD,insyallah :') A few friends told me to just try and apply Unis in UK. I appreciate their intention,they do mean well. It not that i don't want but again i said,REALISTIC. UBD is good too,it may not be better as TOP 10 Unis in UK but UBD may be even better than some other Unis there. Who knows right? Even my tuition teacher told me,but thats another story.

Mama told me that one time,'Whatever opportunity that is best for you which is in front of you,grab it. If you keep chasing for the ones that is beyond your sight,you might lose yourself that one good opportunity before.' Of course if i have the opportunity given to go UK with my current tariff points,i'd go. You get what i'm trying to say here right?

I can tell Ayah is expecting something big,i think. I understand,every parents wants the best for their children. But Ayah even if i dont go to UK straight away,i will work hard from UBD and get a secure job in the future insyallah. All I'm asking now is your support and believe in my capabilities :') Not that i'm saying you're doing that,just a reminder. Tho i doubt you read this. Alevel is not an easy thing,you should know that by now.

I pray to not be a burden to my parents anymore and hopefully that this June will make me qualified enough to enter UBD. I just don't want Ayah or even Mama to pull out so much their money in the future.

I'm gonna do my best and i just want to do my best. I don't expect much this time,as long i get better grades than before,then alhamdulillah :')

Ya Allah,permudahkanlah dan lancarkanlah peperiksaan Jun ini untuk diriku dan juga orang lain yang mendudukinya,dan moga kami semua kan mencapai kejayaan dengan cemerlang amin amin amin :')